So today marks day one of my 12 week competition prep! How exciting!! I cant believe that in 12 weeks ill be stepping on a stage showing off what I have been working so hard on, My Body!!
I decided in August of 2013 that I was going to compete in the NPC Bikini division. I really love working out and eating healthy and ultimately it has become my new lifestyle. Most people dont understand why I want to put myself through prep and eat such strict restricting meals, but I see it as a challenge for myself. I see it as a way to make me stronger, not only physically but emotionally as well. I have had weeks where I look at pictures of other bikini competitors and think to myself "who am I kidding I cant do that" or "maybe I should just not compete this year, I wont be ready in time" and let me tell you that is really hard and defeating to your drive and motivation. At the end of the day I look at how far I have already come and am amazed at myself! I luckily have the best trainer ever and he can pretty much talk me out of my funks and he knows when something is wrong or I'm just not myself. He has been so great to me and has really helped me develop my plan for this 12 week prep and hes done it in a way that I learn in hopes that I will be able to do it on my own one day.
Looking forward just makes me so excited and giddy! I have so many good things going on im my life right now and couldn't be happier to see what else is in store for me in the next year! I have the best support system anyone could ask for and I know that with that behind me and a positive attitude I'm going to do great!!
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